I'm sorry you have such a bad relationship with your father. I actually know how you feel. I hated my Mom. She died of leukemia when I was 17 (I'm 45 now). I've spent most of my life mostly indifferent to the loss. There are sometimes that I think we could have been friends as adults....or maybe not??
If you like oldies, These Boots Are Made For Walking; Nancy Sinatra is a good one. Solitaire; Laura Branigan is pretty creative. Good luck!! Mum
I wouldn't like to say hun. Sorry, you must be in a really awkward position. Do you have the reasons he was never there for you? & is that the reason why you hate him? I really feel for you. I'm not going to tell you a song because I don't know whats gone on between you both. Theres 1 by Pink but I don't know what its called. I know its got the words hate in. My advice is try your best to not let this man bother you (in your mind ever again).Fleetwood Mac may have 1 or 2. I'm sorry your having to go through this., It must be really hard. Why not just raise above him & not dedicate 1 at all. Hope I've not offended you in any way. Good luck hun & best wishes. Xxxxxxx
I really hurt for you and I am going to pray for a healing. I do know a song about a Father who never ever stops loving you. 'His eye is on the sparrow and I know He cares for me' Not to dedicate to your father, just to love you. Lots of ooooxxxx